Iceland

Iceland was absolutely incredible. Most things planned didn't seem to go our way but as always we made the most of what we had. It was actually warmer in Iceland than in the UK, so not much ice or snow about. Just rain! The bad weather also meant that the northern lights tours were cancelled every night we were there! So we tried whale watching... Twice, and saw absolutely nothing. We kept on falling asleep beneath our five odd layers of clothing. It was a good laugh though. We looked pretty dam sexy in our overalls...The best Icelandic experience by far was our trip to the blue lagoon. It was dark when we got there and it was absolutely magical watching it get lighter. The water was so warm and it really was blue. Apparently it has healing qualities... We shall see. We went to see the geysers and waterfalls which was also amazing. So overall a mixed trip, some moments of disappointment but we both had an amazing time. It doesn't matter where you are in the world, or what you are doing, it's who you share the experience with that makes all the difference. For those of you who don't know mine and Richards relationship, we met in high school and quickly bonded over days spent rowing at school. There were always the jokes that we were 'together' as we spent most of our high school years completely inseparable. I really don't know what I'd do without him. I wouldn't be half the person I am today if it wasn't for him. I'm going to shut up about him now as he is probably reading this feeling far too smug! My point is simply to value your friendships and make memories at every opportunity you get. Any bad situation can be made better with the right people by your side. I'm told so often that I'm strong, but really it's the people holding me up that are strong ones, I'm just lucky enough to be surrounded by a fair few of them! I was originally quite worried about going on this holiday as I was stressing about pressure to make memories. I felt a lot better after someone told me to stop worrying because this holiday symbolises me taking over life, and not life taking over me. I'm doing whatever the hell I want and I should feel good about it. Wise words from yet another incredible person and I think everyone should live by that concept. Just go and do it, and do it for yourself! We intended on an early night last night but ended up getting four hours sleep before nearly missing our flight! This may potentially have been my fault but hey ho I can blame it on Brian. He's my card! We got there in the end anyway. When the lights are off, there is something about lying in darkness that makes you have the most random conversations! It's amazing the memories that can creep up when you start reminiscing. Laughing so much you can't breathe! This then developed in to deeper conversations that I can only manage with a couple of people. It feels incredible to be able to get those darker thoughts out and feel comfortable about it. I think it's important to begin to learn of ways to express these emotions because they are just so important to your whole way of thinking. I got home today (in the freezing cold) I had a lovely time giving out presents to my family. I got the girls some lovely snow globes. Erin's lasted five minutes... But luckily she was thrilled enough by the bubble wrap it came in. After that I cried for about half an hour. Mostly because I'm so shattered. I was suddenly hit by all the Christmas decorations that set off a load of emotions. I'm not sure how I feel about Christmas this year. I was gutted my holiday was over and I felt a bit a lone again. I need some ideas for my next trip, I'm thinking Scotland as I'm still determined to see the northern lights, any suggestions?

To sum up.. I had an amazing holiday.